when you love someone, even after you know all hell broke lose, feeling like you will never be back with them ever again. you forgive and wait. wait for something you fear the result of. love or abandonment. you wait for them, you wait in the feezing cold. walk around the places they go. hoping and praying they see you. hoping they notice you and the memoies wash back in. happier days. the good times and removing the bad. you wish they would come closer to you. hold you in their arms and hear the word ' i forgive you and love you' but still. you wait. hoping to hear those words. wandering if you ever will.